Listen to my heart

2008-06-22T01:08:00.002+08:00

WHO THE HELL U THINK U ARE!

Big boss of this family.

NO MAN.

you're a piece of shit.

all the things happen in this house doesn;t start with sis not with baby not with me but is the both of you.

I've never seen such a chidlish adult in my whole life.

I'm no longer that mummy girl you think.

I will fight for my own rights.

Why cant u just use ur heads and think and dont push the blame on anymore esle

I have enough of the 2 of you.

Dont you think you have treated differently to me.

I dont need you all anymore.

This house is only a shelter to me.

You dare to hurt me again i wont softern my heart.

You this piece of shit! I hate u so much. All your true colours have shown.

I don't need a stranger in my house. Neither do you! You can't even take care your child properly.

PLEASE OPEN YOUR BIGBIG EYES TO SEE!!!!!

2008-06-14T20:30:00.002+08:00

what a black friday. It turns to be my darkest time in my whole life.

I didn't expect you to do this to me. You said i'm childish but given your age you're more childish than me. All you do is to push the blame to others. why cant you think that all the cause starts from you. I'm so disappointed in you. You make me hate this house, an empty house.

The physical pains you cause is not as painful as the pain in my heart.

This family is in a mess. I'm sick and tired of everything you've done.

You're happy already? Make all of us so unhappy. isn't this what you want.

dont make me hate you.

2008-05-24T11:29:00.003+08:00

Had BBQ ytd. weeees. Super happy.enjoyed the company!
ate alotalot of food.
the smell of chicken makes me sick now. lol!
ate too much already.
today will be another fun day! wooooo~
feel abit guilty that i haven really touched my books.
Common test next week!
Stressed!
AFA and CLAW is driving me nuts!

XOXO

2008-05-17T23:42:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for the bbq this coming friday.

Thank you superbaby for preparing all the things.

Finding alternatives and making this happen. [:

Pray that the weather will be good!

Thank you for being there when i'm alone.

I appreciate what you've done for me.

-loves.

2008-05-17T00:20:00.002+08:00

Our mother earth is sick.

Everyday in the news, we will get to see this news.

It's so heartbreaking to see what China people is facing now.

Faces of grieve, sadness, pain.

What is happening to our earth?

This girl's leg was amputated in order to save her.
physical pains.
Lots of people have lost their loved ones through this earthquake.

things that have done to china and myanmar.
We're so lucky that Singapore has none of these.
Thank god for blessing Singapore.

But god please bless China too.

_____________________________

Sometimes i just think you don't understand what we are thinking.

All you do is shout and shout and shout.

Aren't you tired of shouting.

seeing how you shouted at her makes me irritated.

2008-05-11T15:17:00.000+08:00

To all mothers:
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY
These cookies i made 2 days ago for my mum
but mostly ate by me. :p
this is what's is left.

Many things happened these days
I dunno how i should react
Sometimes you just bring disappointment in me.
The words you said, the things you do.
It may not be intentional but it still hurts.
Put that aside. HAHA! Forget all abt it ba. Rahhhh.

Painted my shoes again. :p
Quite satisfied. :D

Sorry that i quarrelled with you again. ]]:

This song is for all mothers, Wish you all have a happy day. [:

2008-05-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

I need to getaway. Leave my books, leave my home and leave this small country for a few days.

How great would it be.

How big is this world? How different would they be?
To be at the other half of the world with you, how would it be?

I wished to walk on the sands of phuket, looking at the clear blue sea.

Walk through the nights of Shilin market.
Look at the sunset/sun rise of Eiffel Tower.

I want a holiday!! RAHHHHH!

2008-05-06T19:43:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the previous post. Didn't sound like me. was too pissed off that time. ]]:

So many things happened lately. Hais. All i want is to study well and find a good job and to see you happy den i'll be happy too. :D

3rd year is going to be tough! Rahhhhhh..

Baby, this is a promise we have made.

2008-05-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

Shit you! Damn pissed off. Sorry but i'm really ultra angry!
You don't need to compare until like this right.
everything also compare, you got think of me ma.
Don't know since when you've changed till the person i no longer know anymore.
Selfish!
maybe we've changed but i need to have my personal time.
All you do is to shout at the top of your voice.
My image of you have changed so much but in a way that i don't wish to see.
Don't you command me to do this and do that.
I need my life okay!
-Pissed!
I dun wan to be regret not to treat u while when i lose you.
But i can't find any way to understand you.
You claim that our distance have been further but see how u treated me.
When i needed you, you're not there to help me. All you do is to use your mouth to say!